has fallen asleep attached to my back ... I wore him out :) we played for 2 hours all around the house! My kitten posts may get old. Oh well. :)


Oh and... I want this:

Okay, so everything has been a little crazy! I'm starting to get myself a little more established here and it's actually a huge relief because I've only been here for 3 weeks. I'm doing this and I am doing it pretty well. I've been more places this year in 7 months than I've been in my life. Including Nashy (twice), Myrtle Beach, Tampa Bay/Clearwater, and of course I live in Savannah. I should be making pretty good money and I really think I will be able to come home for traci's shower which will be really nice!
Friday I went to Myrtle Beach with my current roommate and we had a blast... as she would say, "we rocked out." She is hilarious in so many ways, we got a hotel on the beach and only paid 118 for it... or she did anyways. She's 29 and she parties harder than me... she's like swimming in the ocean at 4 am with her friends and I'm in the hotel passed out... I couldn't take it anymore. We went to a dueling piano bar on Broadway and that was alright, and then we went to some karaoke bar and I adopted a new favorite drink... soco and lime with sprite. FUCKING DELICIOUS. My drinks were bought for me all night, needless to say I was drunk but I handled myself well, other than calling these people old foagie hoagies for stealing my cab. I was like yeah you need it more than I do anyways, you are old, get home... hahahaha. I only acted that way because they were being all obnoxious laughing and being like you snooze you lose and flipping us off. FUCK 'EM.
Jason (Reese) called me on Saturday and was cracking up at how miserable I was, there were a few times I thought i was going to ralph with him on the phone and he was like I wish I was there to hold your hair... I was like FUCK OFF. haha. It's so amazing how we are able to connect on such an amazing level... I respect him so much and I'm so glad we were able to find each other... I know I've said it before and it may get old... but he is who I'm supposed to be with for forever. I love it! I'm handling this no sex thing nicely if I may say so myself. We're going to start talking on the phone 2 times a week instead of just 1 all the while still writing letters every week. It's so nice just to hear his voice, it costs more money but, I don't even give a shit.
I think I'm going to start school in August, but it's not definite yet, the faster I get started the faster I can start my life with Jason. I want to get rid of all my credit card debt ($3,000) which really isn't too bad. I need to get myself right and that's what I'm in the process of. No distractions and it's amazing... just me and endless possibilities. I feel like the longer I'm out of school the farther away i get from reaching my goals... and that makes me feel unaccomplished and I'm not all all.
This is all for now, sorry it was pretty uneventful, but I'm bored and this is what you get.
ps- boss, stace, stef- I can't put my pictures on a computer until I get home... I may try to figure something else out... we shall see.


Love ya'll

my soul belongs in Georgia... everything is amazing. I signed my lease today starting on July 11th. I love it here... AHHH! Stacey is on CLOUD FUCKING 9 and I love it. So much to do and so little time :(


I feel so good. My house is fucking out of this world... I'm out of control. I'll post more once I get back .. :)

the girl that I could potentially be living with in July sent me this message on facebook:

hey melissa,

let me know what you are thinking in terms of the apartment. my landlord needs a decision in a week so i just wanna let u know! u definitely seem cool though, im sure we will get along fine! interesting how u are vegan.. i also have a food thing.. i am gluten free! so we will have to be mindful of each other but i am positive that we can handle it better then anybody else could.

and i definitely know how you feel about discovering new vegan things :)

Lauren

Let's just say that this message made my fucking day... seriously. maybe even my year...

Stacey, you can log into my account and read what I wrote her, I just figured no one else would be that interested. You may have read it before I did... but I doubt it. BTW... sorry I called you so late I flipped out because I found what I am pretty positive to be a possum trapped under my deck in between the funnel of my laundry room... they make really odd noises! To my surprise I was not scared... I'm still working on getting it free... :( It's  impossible as of now.

Stef, thanks for the no call and technically no show tonight... you witch! :) that's quite alright because I have evn more shit to tell you once your ass calls me tomorrow :) I love you.


I need to try and rescue this possum or I'll be up all night (may I also add that I am terrified of possums and they are one of my least favorite animals but I am already attached and this little guy is adorable.)


 

 get gas at UDF. Fucking white trash employees! WTF! I go in to pay for my gas and this dumb bitch working doesn't even look at me... no hellos... no nothing. I paid with all quarters so i apologized... still nothing... so rude! I looked at her as I was leaving and I said a little bit of interaction and appreciation for your customers would be nice... She gets on the PA and screams in my ear "PUMP 10, HAVE A NICE DAY!!! IS THAT ENOUGH INTERACTION FOR YOU?!?!" So I screamed no, it's not... I'll be calling your supervisor. I'm aiming to get that little twit fired... You don't fucking work in my town where I have lived my whole life and act like that. 

I told my mom and she was proud of me :) My dad thinks I'm a shit stirrer and i should just have given her the money and left... I'm like fuck that! 


In other news I watched the video on the downed cows and everyone is all like... OMG this is so sad, i need to go vegetarian. That's great that you have finally realized that this goes on, but that video isn't even the half of it. Watch the shit I have watched where cows are punched in the face and kicked in the stomached, flipped upside down and have their throats slit open while hanging from metal chains, watching their own insides fall out below them, bitch ass humans speaking to helpless animals like they did something wrong by being alive. Think of all of the shit you don't see. Don't get me wrong... whatever it takes to make people go veg, I'm down, But please don't act like this doesn't happen all the time... watch videos that have been streaming online long before this video. 

To those who have already made the jump towards amazingness I commend you... those contemplating watch more videos and join the efforts of those who just want animals to live the way they deserve to live. FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so eddie and I are doing fan-fucking-tastic! If he isn't the cutest person I have ever seen... my goodness! Too bad on saturday we were involved in a heavy duty make out sesh topless while my parents weren't home and they showed up before they went to their little party... it was like a scene out of a high school movie or something. luckily all is well and they just thought i had been sleeping... i guess i look like i've been making out for hours when I wake up... not sure if that is a good thing! haha. eddie and i are trying to just keep doing the whole kissing thing for awhile... He has already told all of his buddies that we are dating and they are saying how he is really excited! So I'm just wondering, is it too soon too establish dating status... not even including my recently horrifying relationship story... I've come to the conclusion my life is better off without that guy and I'm glad I have eddie. Let's just say a small prayer (not to any god in particular) to anyone or anything that this lasts longer than the usual 2 weeks... he's already talking about taking me to one of his tournaments in march. :) I have just never had a boy want to parade me around his friends or someone who calls when they say they will, or make plans without ditching me last minute. It's such a good feeling!

Another good thing... I am paying my UC bill tomorrow and I am going to have then send my transcripts to NKU!!!!!! Praise animals!
Another other good thing... my text books for classes ended up being less than 30 dollars... gotta love ebay... hopefully they aren't too trashed!



Lovin' Life right now!

I've decided that I can't develope new relationships. With anything or anyone... If I already know you of course my love will never stop growing but if I don't know I don't want to. I'm scared out of my mind to lose everything. Puppy Jane died and I only knew her for almost 5 days, I thought I would take her in and give her nice place to live until I found her somewhere else safe to go. Then I come home and she's like a limp nothing. I was so scared I took her to evendale animal hospital and they basically had me leave her there to die. I was saying goodbye to her and she basically died right in front of me. They said when fleas migrate to their faces they've already passed on. I felt sick to my stomache and almost threw up. I really loved her but I don't feel like my intentions were carried on as I had wished... I wanted her to be happy and all I did was led her to her death. The hospital said since she was only 4 weeks her immunity was really low that anything could have made her sick... thanks to the fuckers that took her away from her mother at least a month too soon. I'm so angry and I feel like I should have done something more... I'm miserable for her and I can't stop thinking about her... my bed smells like her, as well as my entire room, If I see something small in a corner I see her and I get upset. So in conclusion if I feel this after only having this kitten who I called puppy for alomst a week how would I be if I lost a child or a husband after knowing them for longer than that... i'm over the whole one big happy family thing... it's taking a lot to make me happy.

Paula's wedding was last night and it was a lot of fun, she seemed really happy and I just have a feeling things are going to turn out in positive way for her... which I pray it does. Most everyone got pretty wasted but as soon as I started feeling it one my old roomies called and pissed me off... so i was over it. I played hide and go seek with the kiddies and that was lots of fun... although I got to feeling really old and my hip was hurting.

I finally got my license on friday, which was a pretty good feeling and I have to say I took a pretty hot picture... hells yeah. Driving is overrated though and I think my mom's feelings are getting hurt because now she thinks I own't ask her for rides... I'm like wow, you complained when I needed you all the time now you're upset because we get that quality time in the car? hmmm.

In other news... someone who I have liked since I was 9 or 10 has finally realized that I'm the one he wants to be with and of course I said I would give it a try. Maybe I shouldn't... it's like I have been ready for this for so long and he was embarrassed of me and now that he has decided that he's ready I'm all for it. I have to think over whether or not I should do this... ahhhh!!! You would think I would be happy, finally being patient has paid off, but I just don't know.

The girls and I are trying to find a bigger place to live and I'm going to look at a place near downtown... the people seemed super nice, so hopefully it looks nice and that way we'll all be happy... technically.

Well, now I have to go take a shower and get ready to drive out to anderson, keep in mind I have no idea where I am going :) wish me luck!




here she is... i'm such a screw up. she's not hissing at me here either she was meowing to lay on my shoulder like always wanted to do. She was so smart... :(